Finished my run for today even though I felt like I was going to puke and then die…

To answer the question at the bottom….I feel amazing knowing I’m pushing my body to it’s limits and making it stronger so it can go harder and longer then I’ve ever done before.

Finished my run for today even though I felt like I was going to puke and then die…

To answer the question at the bottom….I feel amazing knowing I’m pushing my body to it’s limits and making it stronger so it can go harder and longer then I’ve ever done before.


Just finished week 11 day 1 of my couch to 10K running schedule. I’m aware of how gross and nasty I look but I’m kinda proud of it.

I run. I lift weights. I play sports. I workout. I sweat. I will never be the girl that looks fabulous while working out. But I will be the girl that puts everything I have into that workout.

So just do it. Then do it again.

Hope everyone is having a good Monday!


So my sister loves going and buying me clothes when she sees things on sale and she bought this one for a couple of dollars but when she gave it to me in may I couldn’t zip it up all the way. After being told I looked like I lost weight the past few days I decided to try it on and see if it would fit and IT DID!! It’s about the small steps :)


This past school semester was a rough one…as a graduating senior I was taking intense hours with major projects for my degree all while working 60 hours a week. I was stressed. Not sleeping. Not working out. No more running daily. Barely eating..and when I was it was food from my waitressing job. This semester did wonders on the body I had worked so hard to achieve. I’m back to being at the highest weight I have ever been at (however, I do not look as fatty as I did  last time I was at this weight..)

HOWEVER, I will not dwell on the past but instead deal with the repercussions and move forward. 

As soon as summer started, I laced up my sneakers and began the couch to 10K app I downloaded last year. I am beginning week 10 today and I have to say that it feels amazing to be running again and working towards a goal. I hope to start training for a half marathon as soon as I’m done wight he app. I want to run a half in March and I KNOW i will get there!!!

Also, last wednesday, July 9, I began the 30 Day Shred DVD and I plan to stick with it.

I know that weight will not just melt off and that I hope to tone more then just get skinny. I  am also back to eating better and drinking my water. It’s going to be a journey but I am ready and excited to take it.

Here are my beginning journey photos from last Wednesday! I can’t wait to be able to post my progress photos!


Back on Track!

So this is my first post in over a year….
and boy have I let myself go. I’ve gained back weight and now weigh 153..however I don’t look the same as I did when I first started this blog. Strange.

BUT I will be getting back on track. I started working a lot more and have found it harder to make time to workout cause I’m just so tired.

BUT thats an excuse and I’m going to get back on it. I’ll run in the mornings and workout after I get off work.

I WILL GET BACK ON TRACK.


It was so freakin hot today outside during my morning run that I feel like I’m going to puke!
On the plus side I ran so hard that it looks like I peed in my pants -_-

It was so freakin hot today outside during my morning run that I feel like I’m going to puke!
On the plus side I ran so hard that it looks like I peed in my pants -_-


I finally bought me workout pants after always thinking I’d look like a fat cow in them and they’d only show off my rolls hahaha but I am in love with these pants and now never want to take them off and get every color!!!!!!!!!

I finally bought me workout pants after always thinking I’d look like a fat cow in them and they’d only show off my rolls hahaha but I am in love with these pants and now never want to take them off and get every color!!!!!!!!!


So it’s been kind of depressing having a weight gain but it was bound to happen since I lost the fifteen pounds from not eating after my awful break up…
But now I’m back on track and eating right and working out! I’m going to make it a good lifestyle not just about losing weight.
The prettiest girls are the happiest girls and I’m happy with my body :)


water pills??

what is your opinion about water pills??


april-lynn-pole-foxx:

skinnifer:

mermaidcunt:

Pictures like this make me want to puke while thousands of young girls hate themselves tonight *pukes*

I’m sure the person really appreciates that this photo of their body makes you want to puke.

So it’s this person’s fault that thousands of young girls hate themselves? It’s a picture of a hip bone. It’s not the photographers fault that people are hard on themselves, it’s not the person in the picture’s fault that people are hard on themselves, IT’S THE PEOPLE’S FAULT THAT THEY ARE HARD ON THEMSELVES. “Oh these kinds of pictures give girls the idea that they have no look this way to be beautiful.” NO. PEOPLE TELL THEMSELVES THAT. PEOPLE BELIEVE THE BULLSHIT. They can’t just look at something and say “Oh that person looks nice.” AND END IT THERE.

I am no where near close to being stick figure thin…AT ALL. However, when I lay down or even stand up..my hip bone is pronounced like this. People’s bodies are different. Like my super tiny friend doesn’t have a thigh gap but my much more curvy friend does. There’s no reason to look at a picture of someone that is proud of their body and want to puke. Just love the body you have and hope to make it the best it can be :)

april-lynn-pole-foxx:

skinnifer:

mermaidcunt:

Pictures like this make me want to puke while thousands of young girls hate themselves tonight *pukes*

I’m sure the person really appreciates that this photo of their body makes you want to puke.

So it’s this person’s fault that thousands of young girls hate themselves? It’s a picture of a hip bone. It’s not the photographers fault that people are hard on themselves, it’s not the person in the picture’s fault that people are hard on themselves, IT’S THE PEOPLE’S FAULT THAT THEY ARE HARD ON THEMSELVES. “Oh these kinds of pictures give girls the idea that they have no look this way to be beautiful.” NO. PEOPLE TELL THEMSELVES THAT. PEOPLE BELIEVE THE BULLSHIT. They can’t just look at something and say “Oh that person looks nice.” AND END IT THERE.

I am no where near close to being stick figure thin…AT ALL. However, when I lay down or even stand up..my hip bone is pronounced like this. People’s bodies are different. Like my super tiny friend doesn’t have a thigh gap but my much more curvy friend does. There’s no reason to look at a picture of someone that is proud of their body and want to puke. Just love the body you have and hope to make it the best it can be :)

(via aprillynnpole)